Shadow whisperer

its been long time to not post any photo in my blog.. ive been making a 3 garments for my last semester.
and now in indonesia, i like stealing a internet from my office. because internet in my home is out of service. what im doing right now, is do an internship at GAUDI company. one of a good Fashion retailer shop in Indonesia.

PS: im going to Milan - Paris- Belgi- Belanda for this Christmas Holiday ! Cant wait !!!

Waiting - Manny Gracia

Love, what you been doin'?

Why did you go when

When I really needed you to stay? 

And love, when I think that you've found me 

And I'm within your boundaries,

You just seem to want to go away

See, you walk right in and you go to my head 

You leave just as fast and my heart breaks instead

And I want to run from you love,

But there's no breaking free,

You've got this hold on me

Love, what are you doing to me?

I can't play all your games 

'Cause they all end the same 

With me always beggin' you please not to go

Love, you know I'm ready this time

I've been here patiently

With my heart on my sleeve 

Just waiting for you to come by

Oh, love, where are you hiding?Or are you deciding 

That I'm not too comfortable just yet?

But love, I'll tell you that I am 

My heart is in your hands

I ain't gonna stop till you know that 

I am Ready to...

COVER MAGAZINES assignment

its hard, because i really don't know any info or news that's should write in the cover.
photoshop really really could change everything

Cette Lettre Pour Adam, d'un Autre Eve.

tell me, tell me what r u looking for?
there is of me remind u of her? no oh no.
dont make me feel that way.


well, ask me, ask me whatever u want.
im trying to know what u want.
but i just want to be ur number one.

please,im begging u please,
dont play it with me.
i've been through those pain of burned, alone.

let me, just let me go, if u dont want me.
i just dont want u to be and dont be a hangman.
i know u deserve someone better than me.
but can i say, "like i deserve to get u?"

i think of u, u are the MAN.
so be wise oh dear my man.
where ever u go and will be.
ill follow u flying if u take me,high.
then hold me so tight.

then i swear, someday somehow, or maybe in this time.
if u make me falling down so easy.
i swear, ill never got fly with u. again.

❤ radar

i really dont care with my silly faces.. 

i just made it those wire band, because my hair already grew longer.

and its really annoying hair while im doing assignment.

and im wasting my time to take those photos.

its 13;56 at malaysia and starting rain,, should i take a nap for awhile??

throw all my assignment far far away ! 

hahahaha

.wish u here.

~count on me - bruno mars~

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will remind you

Ooohhh

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go

Never say goodbye

You know

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what frïends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You can count on me cause I can count on you

this song remind me of all my best friends. if u guys feel the same too to me, then u r the people who are i'm talking about..

especially, to my extraordinary friend who ever received my special quote :"having people in ur life, that u dont have to talk about everyday, but u know they are there when u need them, thats people are deserved to be called as ur best friend :)" when the first time i know all the lyrics, you are the first who crossed my mind and ur special gift on my 18th bday :)  -FAS  

me : 18 th..

super awkward birthDAY..

i cant explain with words..

but the most important thing that im glad that i try my best to be a good girl for everybody around me.

and already 18th years old ! 

 

Science is so Fashionable now !

its been a while to posting.. i've been quite enjoying my holiday..

and now already starting a new semester..

im semester 5 now. i should making 3 garments for the fashion design class..

the theme is FUTURISTIC ART..

im going to die, even its just 1st week to starting this semeseter..

what im going to do..

and while im do the research, i found really2 cool science of fashion. its so futuristic, i was amazed by the technology.. they (Fabrican ltd company) got a spray, which is can make a fabric..  

i just really if i can make those spray,, my mark this semester would be A++++++ 

hahahah so futuristic and cool experiences! 

raining tears.

actually, I'm disappointed with myself.
too easy to shed tears.
when talking about something serious.
when my wishes are not fulfilled.
or when I feel offended.
one drop of tear is showing my weakness.
I hate the way they thought I was a crybaby.
probably yes. but I hate the think like that.
This might be what I always give advice to others.
even though we've been doing good enough in our life, but just one little mistake would make it the mistake more dominant.
like , although I've tried to show them that I was mature enough, taking care of myself, treat others well, giving advice to some people. but because I'm easy to cry and complain, they thought I was childish.Geezz

'Shoot' The Balloons

help Waliy do some photos, we loved to share the ideas for the concept of photo shoot.. but this one out of the concept, hahaha,,lets we do another one, but the proper one, hahaha yey !

1st July

a lot of bad thing happen today..

*my grandpa's house burned in fire this morning, he still shocked like my mother said.

*waiting the baggage after 1 hour? maybe.

*i felt sick on the plane. feel tired and nearly to puke.

*nervous coz my friend's friend late to pick us. i need to call my mom. 

*no balance and no cellphone to contact my mom, and my dad was angry to my mom, because he was worried. AAAAAA

*and my friend is annoyed, he was repeating my voice, i know my voice is like this.SO WHAT?? oh maybe he dont know, if i dont like when people bully me with that.

*he called me childish when i was hectic. oh screw u! i just speechless. really if i can cry that moment ill cry,, 

oh dear, im too sensitive today. i just want to go home,meet my family, meet u, without a traffic and peacefully.

then finally now, i already at home. waiting and wanting some miracles happens..

he is my first big bear from my papa..  his name is danbo ! hahah

he look similar with emee right? my big bear in malaysia hihi..

Genting Highland

flying coaster

i didnt take much of photos in genting, bcoz we were too excited to play all the games..
and all the things we put in locker..
so damn tired after i played in sunway lagoon,then we went to genting highland on tuesday..
and yesterday i was watched "Transformer 3 "
haha, this movie havent release in Indonesia yet..
so be patience to waiting those movie guys !

Sunway Lagoon !

its morning rain, turned be a cloudy day.
today would be once of my year.
to make a Good Monday ever !

last monday i went to Sunway Lagoon (Malaysia) with my childhood friend Della Chryshanti. who is visit me and accompany me along this week holiday..

Sunway Lagoon is most visited amusement park in Malaysia..

when i was child, me and my family were taking tour to malaysia, and i ever been there, but i cant play all those game, and also cant swimming in the water park.

i just remember (after my brother told me) that i used to crying all the way when the tour said the park is closed.they dont know that the park is closed on that day.  STUPID TOUR..

but after all, finally i already played all those game ! yey !

hectic week !

it was hectic weeks.

Final week of this semester.

i did a lot of stuff.

finishing all my assignment, helping friends, and preparing photoshoot for GoGirl 's Magazines.

after accompany jocy do her assignment in taman tasik 

one of the shoots for GoGirl

Presentation day !

Glad everything were done, and just wait for the result.. :)

BLAKE LIVELY is always LOVELY

AWW for missoni's polka dot pants.

SHOES  and strip blouse!

 Stella McCartney 's dotted blouse

photographer : Terry Tsiolis
its editorial for: Glamour US Magazines