raining tears.

actually, I'm disappointed with myself.
too easy to shed tears.
when talking about something serious.
when my wishes are not fulfilled.
or when I feel offended.
one drop of tear is showing my weakness.
I hate the way they thought I was a crybaby.
probably yes. but I hate the think like that.
This might be what I always give advice to others.
even though we've been doing good enough in our life, but just one little mistake would make it the mistake more dominant.
like , although I've tried to show them that I was mature enough, taking care of myself, treat others well, giving advice to some people. but because I'm easy to cry and complain, they thought I was childish.Geezz

'Shoot' The Balloons

help Waliy do some photos, we loved to share the ideas for the concept of photo shoot.. but this one out of the concept, hahaha,,lets we do another one, but the proper one, hahaha yey !

1st July

a lot of bad thing happen today..

*my grandpa's house burned in fire this morning, he still shocked like my mother said.

*waiting the baggage after 1 hour? maybe.

*i felt sick on the plane. feel tired and nearly to puke.

*nervous coz my friend's friend late to pick us. i need to call my mom. 

*no balance and no cellphone to contact my mom, and my dad was angry to my mom, because he was worried. AAAAAA

*and my friend is annoyed, he was repeating my voice, i know my voice is like this.SO WHAT?? oh maybe he dont know, if i dont like when people bully me with that.

*he called me childish when i was hectic. oh screw u! i just speechless. really if i can cry that moment ill cry,, 

oh dear, im too sensitive today. i just want to go home,meet my family, meet u, without a traffic and peacefully.

then finally now, i already at home. waiting and wanting some miracles happens..

he is my first big bear from my papa..  his name is danbo ! hahah

he look similar with emee right? my big bear in malaysia hihi..