when you love someone..

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true 

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by: endah N Rheza

GALAAUUU...

ini bukan hanya sekedar rasa takut yang melanda untuk mencoba menerima.
tetapi hanya karena sekedar rasa itu lah yang perlahan tubuh dari tiap sentuhan dan perilaku..
cuman karena itu, aku sudah sedikit merasakan keperihan saat semua itu perlahan menjadi nyata.
bukan karena aku takut untuk menerima, melainkan rasa takut untuk kehilangan..
mudah sekali kamu, seakan semua itu selayaknya apa yang sering kamu lakukan,
tapi hal itu akan membuat aku mulai berfikir lagi.
apakah dan bagaimana kah cinta itu.
adakah? dan mungkin kah?
tapi apa semua itu kamu rasa hal yg wajar, saat kamu memperlakukan aku tidak semana semestinya.
baru rasanya kemarin kamu mencintai dia, dan hari ini mencoba melupakannya.
akah kah nanti hal itu kembali terulang, 
perasaan itu selalu muncul disaat aku mencoba untuk menerima...
mencoba kembali berpikir jernih untuk mengerti..




"buka pikiran bukan buka hati."
"cinta tidak buta, tapi kitalah yang mencoba menutup mata kita, dan membiarkan kegilaan menutupi nya"
"cinta memang buta, karena kegilaan membuat nya buta, dan dimana ada cinta selalu ada kegilaan.."

concept board

i have an assignment for fashion design lesson to make one garment from the concept of MYSTICAL GRAVE.  in this project we must make a garment fully on black fabrics. 100% black color, and inspired by   The dance of the world. so i choose CANCAN, nationality dance of france, which dancing with a costume of full skirt with a flare inside.. so i redesign that costume.

(cont..)

chinese ink..

this is my fashion illustrator, use a chinese ink. actually first i draw it in paper, then tracing into the cotton fabric. its hard to do it, the ink become spoiler and spread out. so must be so careful to do it.. 

*LOVE IT*

EMPTY GLASS

what would u do, when u r an empty glass. then there is a can, which is ready to fill up U..

too worried to wonder what inside that can, is that pure water?or maybe something that hard which could break u..

                                                                    *crying,confused,mellow*

140810

heii im a girl who is 17th now. even i still hard to let my wonderful 16 through so fast..

it was perfect party that enough and what i expected. small simple and full of satisfied of my life that can prove it i grow up now. i was celebrated my party at nando's malaysia. with my college friends. sorry for my fam and friends at indonesia coz i cant celebrate it with u all, but thank you for the wishes..
Thanks mom and dad, ur my SUPER parents ever!!!!!


                                                                     *SMOOOCCHHH*

you and me [LIFE HOUSE] ♡

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping on words

You've got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

Everything HE does is beautiful

Everything HE does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?

And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

the ENDS of dreamin in APRIL FOOL

yey,, im starting again do a blog in the ends of april FOOLL :)

i deleted all the past blog,

thats all are silly and make me feel nasty to my self .. LOL :)

nothing special today,,@april fool

now im in malaysia, study in Limkokwing university :)

already 1 month i live alone without my parent..

live in neighbor country, it's not scary as i thought before :)

its a lot of fun, learn more, know something, more independent, practice to be mature :)

im not 17 yet, but going on :)

its no mean that i cant live alone, here i am, this a prove that im not a child anymore

learn about fashion, new and hard to me,.

try to learn and love it as i want,

try to write in blog, keep it something special,,

explore new day, put something that memorable,

in fa'beelicious :))~

fabulous love life and fashions

♡